That wonderful child's game of "Hide and Seek" – 97, 98, 99, 100 – READY OR NOT - HERE I COME!
The whole theme of "Ready or Not" continues through all of life. Am I ready to be on my own? Ready for marriage? Ready to be a parent? Ready to have my oldest move away? Ready to retire?
Right now, my "Ready or Not" is running 42,195 metres. Everything that I have read tells me that either I am ready to run 26 miles 385 yards (for American readers) or I'm not. Tomorrow is April 1st and I run on the 11th. Between now and then I taper, which apparently is runner speak for continue to run, but shorter distances than I have in the past few months. I can't even work on my pace anymore. Now is the time to rest and recuperate and heal the muscles and joints that I have been working harder than ever before.
And trust.
Trust that those who have done this before me and wrote about it know what they are talking about.
Trust that after running a maximum of 32 km I can add another 10,195 m knowing that for many runners, 10 km is an achievement in itself. Now I want to add that distance to my longest run ever!
Trust that having disciplined myself for 22 weeks I have done what is necessary.
Perhaps a better word than trust is stupid!
In February I took a week off training to go to Haiti on a medical team. While there, I saw devastation that few have seen or ever will see. Many have said it is the worst disaster in our time. I wonder if I were placed in that situation how I would do. Am I ready? Would my faith flourish or flounder? Would I cry out in hope or anger?
As a follower of Christ I try to do daily disciplines to grow strong in faith and character. Just as I trust those who have run marathons before me, I trust those who have run the race of faith before me. They teach me that as I daily practise walking in the presence of Jesus, I am being transformed and renewed. When trials come, the preparation of walking with Jesus in the good times will carry me through the hard times.
"Do you see what this means—all these pioneers who blazed the way, all these veterans cheering us on? It means we'd better get on with it. Strip down, start running—and never quit! No extra spiritual fat, no parasitic sins. Keep your eyes on Jesus, who both began and finished this race we're in. Study how he did it. Because he never lost sight of where he was headed—that exhilarating finish in and with God—he could put up with anything along the way: Cross, shame, whatever. And now he's there, in the place of honor, right alongside God. When you find yourselves flagging in your faith, go over that story again, item by item, that long litany of hostility he plowed through. That will shoot adrenaline into your souls!" Hebrews 12:1-3 - MSG